tamburina: You darkness, that I come from, I love you more than all the fires that fence in the world, for the fire makes a circle of light for everyone, and then no one outside learns of you. But the darkness pulls in everything: shapes and fires, animals and myself, how easily it gathers them! -powers and people - and it is possible a great energy is moving near me. I have faith in nights....
The scene keeps playing in my head.
I mean, I have the feeling that something in my mind is poisoning everything...– Lolita, Vladimir Nabokov (via funeral)
tamburina: You have breathed in the heavy fog for too long, You don’t want to believe in anything but the rain. Nikolay Gumilev
ineedyoursoul said: goodluck already. <3 thank you (:
Tomorrow I’ll be meeting my therapist. I’m not sure how to feel about this.
I received the cheque today. That’s the last from her. I guess as of today I’ll no longer have anything to do with my mother. This is so fucked up.
What a strange illusion it is to suppose that beauty is goodness.– Leo Tolstoy (via thechocolatebrigade)
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a...– The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (via thechocolatebrigade)
Only the dead stay seventeen forever.– Haruki Murakami (via thechocolatebrigade)